How is the pandemic affecting you? I’ve been stressed for the safety of my baby and my family. Especially for a single mom, there is another level of stress added onto our plate. If you’re sharing custody of your littles with your ex, you may be stressed like I am. I’m able to completely quarantine and stay safe, however, my ex is riding elevators without a mask, going out, waiting for the gym to open back up ?, and rarely washes his hands. So, my stress level is just about as high as it gets right now. I’m terrified that he’ll give it to my precious baby, as well as my family. It’s so frustrating to feel so out of control, but I’ve been praying that God watches over our family and keeps us safe.
On the bright side, I’ve really been enjoying the Stay-at-home order. I am grateful for the precious time I’ve had with my sweet pea. I know many people have been laid off, had to pay for childcare even though the centers are closed, had to work a full time job from home/hold meetings with colleagues with screaming little ones in the background. It certainly hasn’t been easy for anyone, but I’ve really enjoyed the positives to the situation. I’m happy to be safe in my little cave. I’ve had extra time to spend with my baby and she’s really growing so much during this time. I can go for walks in the middle of the day. And it’s been nice to have no plans. I’ve had a couple of months to just enjoy my time as a new mom and cook meals at home. I do feel like this is what it was like in the 1950’s. More family time, slower paced life in general, and probably happier people. Some days are definitely tougher than others, but those are the days I remind myself that happiness is a matter of perspective.
I hope everyone is staying safe as we start to move out of hibernation. Our state will probably start opening up some businesses soon. I, on the other hand, will be hunkered down a lot longer. I need to see fewer deaths than I’m seeing, before I venture out. I am lucky because my loved ones are still healthy, and I pray for all of the families affected by this. There are so many people hurting right now because they’ve lost someone so special to them. That is the reason I stay home and I wear a mask when I go for walks. We’re all in this together so please protect yourself and your neighbors.
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